relative worth. i just think its kinda crazy how we’re able to take things and make them mean something completely different. for example, a dime. for all intents and purposes, we say that it’s worth ten cents. that’s 6 or 7 minutes on a city parking meter. however, if i somehow referred to a pretty girl as a dime, she might partake in that as a compliment, which i may or may not bestow upon many these days. not really saying she’s really only worth ten cents, cause any girl id refer to that as would definitely be… priceless =P. haha get it? lol but really though, can i just take any word these days, put some sort of meaning on it, and spin it around to mean something completely different? im not saying i dont get what it means to call a girl a “dime” because yeah, she’s a 10, whatever. but what if i said “SHIZ SON, I BEEN INFECTED MY WHOLE LIFE”, and wanted it to be understood as me being “sick” my whole life, would that work? or if instead of calling someone dumb, i called them “elephant” cause of the reference to “dumbo”? “you’s elephant, yo”! haha i really think that its possible to come up with some crazy stuff these days. my friend in high school, you know who it is!, tried to start “that’s so cake” in reference to that scene in one of the matrix movies where that girl ate cake and had an orgasm. haha we always give him crap about it, its funny. i guess we do it all the time. now that i think about it, and im pretty much almost making fun of it, but i do a lot of that kind of stupid stuff. id call a girl “point three” in reference to the size of the pencil lead that is 0.3, aka: “fine”. hahaha actually i just kinda reamused myself just now. its just silly. maybe for the rest of this blog im just gonna come up with a bunch of random stuff that ive said thats kinda like that or maybe things that i will eventually use/say. if you use it in front of me, ill automatically assume that you got it from here, for the sole reason that a lot of these things that i say that are kind of like this are just dumbbbbbbb (elephant), and most of them are things that you would just shake your head at. lol. actually nevermind. im not really good at coming with that kind of stuff on the spot, its more of just coming up with it on/at? the spur of the moment. i just spent the last minute looking at the wall, not really being able to concentrate on actually thinking of something, my mind kept wavering. maybe thats the actual problem. mind wanderings. that happens to me a lot. do you think that vast number of people have some type of ADD? for the people who dont, im truly jealous. im not really the jealous type most of the time, but 1. if you have a keen sense of being able to stay focused for long periods of time without the use of adderall, then i am truly jealous. and 2. if you can teleport, i am truly jealous. as for most of the other things in the world that i could possibly be jealous of, people who are vastly successful, taller, more attractive, more fun, smarter, better sense of smell, better vision, xray vision, and whatever else i can think of, its not that i dont care, but its kinda like i do. for the most part, its like, what am i gonna do about it? sulk all day thinking about how it sucks i dont have those things or attributes? nah not really. im not gonna spend all day doing that. someone will always be better than me at something. you might say, hey thats pretty low self esteemish of you, aaron! but not really, cause its not really bringing me down, right? i suppose i could just think that im the best at everything in the world, in life, then its like wouldnt i just be setting truly unrealistic goals for myself? theres a difference between setting realistic goals to strive for, and others where the goals are way too far and i will definitely fall short. i guess it really depends, i think im just going off on all sorts of tangents. obviously there are things that i just can’t be the “best” at, like being the tallest, strongest, fastest kid ever. i guess what it all comes down to is that, as cliche as it is, i gotta be the “best that i can be”. lmao i just felt ridiculous typing that out. wiz khalifa said it best, everything i do, i do it big! my dad always said, if you’re going to do something, do it well. so i suppose… everything i do, i do it well! (relatively) black and yellow, black and yellow!